Hey everybody! Just wanted to let you know got accepted to KU’s Design Program! :)))))
My Life Update I guess.
So, this semester I moved out with my current boyfriend to help him stay near our college. He couldn’t find a roommate and if he didn’t find one, he would have to drop out and move back with his family. Fortunately, I decided that I would move in with him to “practice” being moved out before I fully move out to Lawrence 2 hours away from my parents.
Yet, everything in life has its struggles..
My car (Bo Jangles the Mazda) got smashed by a “friend” from college. That was the start of the Great Fall of Bo Jangles. After that, everything with Bo Jangles started to go wrong.. Then finally, last week when I picked up my boyfriend to go back to our apartment, Bo Jangles started to squeal. I thought it was probably to normal belt problem it had that ABSOLUTELY NO TECH COULD FIX. but then EVERYTHING died in the car and I freaked and tried to start it again but the engine just didn’t want to start. So I decided to wait a few minutes and then try again. After a few minutes, it started again but the squeal came back and I popped the hood to see if it was the belt. Unfortunately, it wasn’t. So I towed it to my local car shop and they told my parents it was having a starter problem mixed with other problems. My parents decided it was time to put Bo Jangles to rest because they didn’t want me to have that kind of problems anymore. So, basically… CAR LESS WEEEEE! My step dad doesn’t want to leave me high and dry, so he’s really pushing my mom to get a new car. So they actually been looking which really surprised me. They claim they want me to have the bug (sue) once it gets fully fixed this weekend and once they get a new car. I was completely shocked and they told me it would be good when I move to Lawrence to KU in the fall so I could occasionally visit. :) I’m super happy with that if that rolls out.
Then with my current relationship. It started wonderfully. We were happy to be with one another and spend time. But, idk.. Lately.. I just feel less connected to him. Idk if its because we live with one another and he’s just annoying me, or that we’re just not right for eachother. I feel like he feels the same way cause he doesn’t hug me as much and doesn’t look at me the same way.. It’s a shame really… But, I’m still going to move to Lawrence no guy will stop me from that. My dreams come first. And I’m happy he knows that. It’s just looking like he wants to break up with me by the time summer hits… So basically just being used for transportation, roof over his head, food, and more.. :/ I know for sure I’m super close to just stay out of the dating scene for a very very very long time. I have my friends and family. I think that’s all I need for now. And I know, once I move to Lawrence, I’m going to be doing things that he doesn’t necessarily agrees with. Like drinking with my friends. I know I won’t do it often as he thinks I will, but still I know he won’t be happy with.. :/
Then finally, I’m going to KU! I’m super excited just STILL WAITING ON THE DESIGN PROGRAM TO LOVE ME. but, I’m accepted to KU and filled my fafsa, and have an apartment sorta filled out, and have my orientation day registered :) I’m so excited to start a new chapter of my life! I’m so much closer to something I want to pursue with my life. I really am not sure where life will take me after Lawrence.. But, I’m looking forward to it! No matter where life takes me, I’m ready for it!